First off I wanted to say thank you to the person that nominated one of my fics for the AFFA! It was a lovely lovely gesture and it really means a lot to know that someone really cares that much about one of my stories

About writing lately... or should I say, lack of....

No, I haven't stopped writing or forgotten about ANY of my fics (even the super old ones that haven't had an update in freakin forever). I simply get distracted very easily and though I would love to sit down and write away and finish those fics already, I'm just very very slow and sometimes I just can't quite put into  words what I want for a certain part and it completely stumps me to the point of having to just let it go. Not for good, but until the flow comes back. Plus you may have notice that I jump around a lot, starting multi-chaps all over the place. So, yeah, sorry about that. I WILL get a move on with them soon.

One thing is that I've been trying to do is spend more time off of the computer as before I was spending an unhealthy amount of time glued to my laptop. So that is definitely part of the delay.

Another thing is that I went through some rough shit about a year ago and some of it is kind of hard to shake off. You know that feel when things seem to be fine, so much to the point that you become paranoid that shit's gonna blow up in your face any minute now?? Yeah, been feeling that kind of hard lately. I know I should just let it go and focus on the good, but with all the changes that have happened in the past year and the MAJOR changes that will be coming up this summer... I think I'm just a bit nervous. Okay, I'm freaking the fuck out. I know things are fine and are going to continue to be fine, but those old feels are coming back and I'm just feeling a bit of anxiety.

So, long boring story cut short, I'm doing a lot of lurking, but not so much participation or interaction on DA and stuff. This will all pass eventually, I'll get over this nonsense, the anniversary will come and go, and I should be just dandy.

Thanks to everyone for the watches and for the wonderful comments on my fics and stuff, you guys are all very sweet!